Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul. Psalm 143:8

*making cereal and banana chocolate chip muffins
*eating a banana chocolate chip muffin...yum!
*working on a story
*reading blogs about motherhood on Proverbs 31 ministries
*the storms in the afternoon
*being so thankful for my girls
*being thankful that the washing machine worked


Tuesday, June 26, 2012

*reading library books with the girls. Madelyn's favorite is Ella the Elegant Elephant.
*the way the girls drew pictures at the table without a fight breaking out
*watching Aubrey continue to work on crawling
*working on ideas for a future classroom (even though I have no idea if I'll ever actually go back to teaching so I am probably wasting my time)
*listening to the thunder

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Favorite Moments and Thoughts

*hearing the girls sing enthusiastically when we got home from church..."my heart will sing, no other name, Jesus, Jesus..."
*that we made it to church and made it through the sermon without any major meltdowns from the kids
*reading a book about writing and getting inspired
*creating a few scrapbook pages for how I would like to decorate our next home, especially excited about our future library/learning room
*listening to the girls play Cupcake Wars after watching the show
*deciding I do need to teach in some way, probably Sunday School
*watching Home Improvement with Jim
*getting Roxaboxen in the mail and reading it to the girls
*creating question webs about gemstones and seahorses
*watching the clouds roll in as the monsoon starts
*reading teacher blogs and getting ideas for the girls--a Fancy Nancy word wall and dot cards for number sense
*hearing that all of Madelyn's blood tests came back normal--Thank you, God! I'm glad her tummy is feeling better and she is eating better again
*seeing a chocolate ice cream mustache on Madelyn
*finding a cute suitcase for Madelyn
*watching Aubrey learn to crawl--she's almost there!
*listening to Gracie read
*enjoying the quiet as I sit here and type this

Saturday, June 16, 2012

At thirty-one-years old, I find that some days I'm no different than my middle school self. Finding your niche as a stay-at-home mom is a lot like finding your niche in middle school. Will the other moms like me? What groups am I going to join? Why wasn't I invited to the mom gathering? Is there a world outside of my own problems?

I have been reading a book called The Drama Years by Haley Kilpatrick. It's all about the topsy-turvy middle school years. It was written by a girl who started a foundation when she was fifteen called Girl Talk. Ten years later, it is still going strong. It is a mentoring program for middle school girls that allows the girls to talk in a safe environment about all the ups and downs of middle school. The author offers up three ideas to help "downplay the drama" during those years.

1.) An anchor activity--getting involved in an activity that she chooses and is good at helps her build self-confidence and allows her to release some stress. Examples are dance, sports, music, art, etc.
2.) A Helping Hand--volunteering on a regular basis allows her to see the world outside of her circle and help those in need.
3.) An Adopted Older Sister--Someone who has just been through those years will be able to listen and offer advice in a way that parents often can't.

So, as my girls head toward those middle school years, I am going to keep those ideas in mind. And then I started thinking that as a stay-at-home mom, I need these three things in place, too! It is so easy to be focused on my husband and kids and forget to take care of myself. Right now, I have two of the three ideas in place in my life, but they happen very sporadically. How would I feel if they were happening on a regular basis? I think I would be a lot more content.

My Anchor Activity--Writing. I absolutely love to write stories, poems, letters, and blog posts. I often don't set aside the time to do it.
A Helping Hand--I am still thinking about what this could be for me. Having a baby at home and no set babysitter, it is hard to leave the house by myself. Maybe joining the Prayer Ministry at church would be a good option. I am also going to join the PTO at Gracie's new school.
An Adopted Older Sister--I have a great mentor that I meet with.

Future Ideas
starting a Bible study for middle school girls
having a mother-daughter book club at our house during the summer
teaching Sunday School

As I navigate the world of being a stay-at-home mom, I am going to keep referring back to these three ideas. If I have them all in place, I think I will be a lot happier woman!